aite so i edited it to take out names out ..but just read
him: what's up pretty lady, how was ur day?
me:hey wassup jus watchin tv..wat bout u mr?
him:sittin in the crib watchin my niggas play madden.. How was ur day?
me: workin @ mcdonalds was stressful! lol sike work was cool nuthin special
him:lmao ahaha my bad about that...
So how was ur date the other day?
me:it was cool, i went to a comedy club, it was too funny, literally laughed my ass off!
him: oh.. u can't keep making me jealous talkin about ur dates.. The whole time I was hoping u would say it was terrible lol
Sent via Facebook Mobile Jay MsPacman Gaines
me:wtf u makin urself jealous! u brung up the topic! stop bein silly!
him:HOOOOLLDDD UP SON... this {{name}}.. u don't talk to me like that
me:lol im bein real mr!
him:well in that case, I guess ur right.. Umm sooo.. what u doin tonight?
me:chillin in the house dats it..
him:I sent u my number twice.. how come u never used it
me:cus i look at u like friend now, n sir uve never sent me ur #
him: well u need to stop lookin at me like a friend cuz I don't look at u like a friend
me: ok ....
him: soo are u sayin ur gonna stop?
me:lol no, it was ok...if u wanna ignore that i look @ u as a friend then so b it...but i dont want u to b all weird about it..
him: Damn.. u petty.. whole time lol
What's ur number?
me: u gon call me petty for that? its watever but in my "friend" mode we dont need to exchange #s.. we got fb n aim if we need to get in contact with each other...
him:Gotcha!
him:remember that that was ur decision lol.. That's one decision you won't be too proud of real soon ;-)
me:i never knew u were so conceited but ok hunn
him:CONCEITED???.. What are you talkin about?
When I said that I didn't mean in that kind of way. U took that the wrong way Miss lady.
I'm not conceited at all.. I'm a very humble dude.
me:ok
him:Jay I don't appreciate that.. Like really.. Whether u look at me as just a friend or not. I take it like u dealing with me like I'm some random guy on fb or someone that u haven't known for a couple years.. I mean this convo went the wrong way for sure. I mean I deal with u in a different way then I deal with a lot of these other people that be on fb and the parties.. I don't kno if u understand what I'm sayin or not but yea lol
me:yea i guess it went the wrong way, but we cool, no bad blood...
him:I still love u
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
cracking my fingers! time to blog 4/28/09
Finally im getting a chance to update my blog....wat have i been up to lately ur wondering???? alot!
crashed my car! drinkin n drivin gosh wtf was i thinkin?????
i hate when guys get me upset..especially when im partying...cus i just grab the liquor and take it to the head...
So i was totally in fake love with Wayne..and i was sooo excited cus he gave me a key...but then talkin bout he aint gonna b in til 12am..well umm sir wat am i supposed to do til u get home? sit and watch tv?? cook?? um no that will b cold by the time u get there
{{my phatty...taken before i went out that nite....}}
mind u he was just playin video games at his cus house (lame right) so i figure id go to the club (where i met him at) and party til 12...well i started drinkin my nice fine wine before i left the house...picked up NIKKI (I LOVE HER) and went out...so im havin fun...n guess who walks in the door! Wayne
umm wtf ur supposed to b home!! granted it wasnt 12 yet...but i told him not to go out! iono if i was just bein petty but if we both goin out dont give me the key...for all he knew i was home slaving away @ the stove or setting up some romantic shit...dont b shaking ur ass @ the club then wanna come home to me...
so yea i was mad..still said my hello...gave him the dance of his life :) but i couldnt stop drinkin i had beer, wine, vodka, patron all that...
the whole time he was there he sat in a chair n watched me dance....umm we couldve did this at home...
i guess i cant get mad cus i met him in the club...but nobody wants to see their half significant lover rubbin up on sumbody elses goods...
so i drunkenly drove my homegirl home and proceeded to jump on 95...i was so drunk that i didnt remember how to get there..plus not having my glasses on didnt help..i pulled over in front of the median by one of the exits and put the info into my gps...i went to pull off and drove right into the median..i was scared as fuck! i knew i messed up my car but i was too scared to look...
I called Antonio cus he was the only person that deals with my drunken ness and i was sure he could calm me down...he offered to come and get me..even tho he had to b to work in a hr..but i kept refusin...stupid me! i just kept saying wayne needs to get in the house cus i had to only key...
i shouldve stayed home! i shouldntve been drivin! stupid me!
so i drunkenly made it to waynes house..talkin to Tone the whole way there...made it there and couldnt get the effin key in the door...Wayne pulled up and put the key in the door and sumhow it worked!!!!!
my car
we had fun that night..but yea i totaled my car...no more drinkin n drivin for me! ive really been stickin to it! i have a designated everywhere i go and if i think im remotely tipsy ill let one of my homegirls drop me off..thats all i been up to since March...well thats just one of the incidences that have happened in March..ill update ya on the rest....
smh
really felt outta this world livin in Waynes World
crashed my car! drinkin n drivin gosh wtf was i thinkin?????
i hate when guys get me upset..especially when im partying...cus i just grab the liquor and take it to the head...
So i was totally in fake love with Wayne..and i was sooo excited cus he gave me a key...but then talkin bout he aint gonna b in til 12am..well umm sir wat am i supposed to do til u get home? sit and watch tv?? cook?? um no that will b cold by the time u get there
{{my phatty...taken before i went out that nite....}}mind u he was just playin video games at his cus house (lame right) so i figure id go to the club (where i met him at) and party til 12...well i started drinkin my nice fine wine before i left the house...picked up NIKKI (I LOVE HER) and went out...so im havin fun...n guess who walks in the door! Wayne
umm wtf ur supposed to b home!! granted it wasnt 12 yet...but i told him not to go out! iono if i was just bein petty but if we both goin out dont give me the key...for all he knew i was home slaving away @ the stove or setting up some romantic shit...dont b shaking ur ass @ the club then wanna come home to me...
so yea i was mad..still said my hello...gave him the dance of his life :) but i couldnt stop drinkin i had beer, wine, vodka, patron all that...
the whole time he was there he sat in a chair n watched me dance....umm we couldve did this at home...
i guess i cant get mad cus i met him in the club...but nobody wants to see their half significant lover rubbin up on sumbody elses goods...
so i drunkenly drove my homegirl home and proceeded to jump on 95...i was so drunk that i didnt remember how to get there..plus not having my glasses on didnt help..i pulled over in front of the median by one of the exits and put the info into my gps...i went to pull off and drove right into the median..i was scared as fuck! i knew i messed up my car but i was too scared to look...
I called Antonio cus he was the only person that deals with my drunken ness and i was sure he could calm me down...he offered to come and get me..even tho he had to b to work in a hr..but i kept refusin...stupid me! i just kept saying wayne needs to get in the house cus i had to only key...
i shouldve stayed home! i shouldntve been drivin! stupid me!
so i drunkenly made it to waynes house..talkin to Tone the whole way there...made it there and couldnt get the effin key in the door...Wayne pulled up and put the key in the door and sumhow it worked!!!!!
my carwe had fun that night..but yea i totaled my car...no more drinkin n drivin for me! ive really been stickin to it! i have a designated everywhere i go and if i think im remotely tipsy ill let one of my homegirls drop me off..thats all i been up to since March...well thats just one of the incidences that have happened in March..ill update ya on the rest....
smh
really felt outta this world livin in Waynes World
Hypothetically of course 3/17/09
caught up in emotion I had everything to lose
how could I focus, there was so much money, sex, and booze
having unprotected sex for 3 months with a man that wasn't mine
I wanted for nothing not even a dime
something wasn't right I could feel it in my bones
when I left the house he was never alone
... with the bed he shared wit others
his plan was to make me end up like his mother
-----
id take a baby over the othet test that came out positive
no where to go when im stuck, time is standing still...
my first teenage love affair ruined my Life....
how could he, how could she, how could I
.....
*in my worst moments of distress, i kno im too fly to b depressed, Im •BleSSed•*
{gOOd GirL goNe BAD }
how could I focus, there was so much money, sex, and booze
having unprotected sex for 3 months with a man that wasn't mine
I wanted for nothing not even a dime
something wasn't right I could feel it in my bones
when I left the house he was never alone
... with the bed he shared wit others
his plan was to make me end up like his mother
-----
id take a baby over the othet test that came out positive
no where to go when im stuck, time is standing still...
my first teenage love affair ruined my Life....
how could he, how could she, how could I
.....
*in my worst moments of distress, i kno im too fly to b depressed, Im •BleSSed•*
{gOOd GirL goNe BAD }
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