Hypothetically of course 3/17/09

caught up in emotion I had everything to lose
how could I focus, there was so much money, sex, and booze
having unprotected sex for 3 months with a man that wasn't mine
I wanted for nothing not even a dime
something wasn't right I could feel it in my bones
when I left the house he was never alone
... with the bed he shared wit others
his plan was to make me end up like his mother
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id take a baby over the othet test that came out positive
no where to go when im stuck, time is standing still...
my first teenage love affair ruined my Life....
how could he, how could she, how could I
.....
*in my worst moments of distress, i kno im too fly to b depressed, Im •BleSSed•*

{gOOd GirL goNe BAD }