World Aids Day 12/1/09

I hope everybody got tested..I dont know how i forgot about world aids day when its the same day every year (stupid me) and its on my Dads bday. There werent any testing places open after 5 (when i get off of work) so i just made an appt with my Dr.

I dont want to go into a rant about how aids is the #1 killer amongst african americans ..especially in popular states like NY & FL. i think DC is the worst city to live in cus they have the highest rates amongst other cities.

This ad i saw is scary as hell but has a good point!




IF THAT DOESNT PUT THINGS INTO PROSPECTIVE FOR YOU...THEN I DONT KNOW WHAT WILL.

Hypothetically of course 3/17/09

caught up in emotion I had everything to lose
how could I focus, there was so much money, sex, and booze
having unprotected sex for 3 months with a man that wasn't mine
I wanted for nothing not even a dime
something wasn't right I could feel it in my bones
when I left the house he was never alone
... with the bed he shared wit others
his plan was to make me end up like his mother
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id take a baby over the othet test that came out positive
no where to go when im stuck, time is standing still...
my first teenage love affair ruined my Life....
how could he, how could she, how could I
.....
*in my worst moments of distress, i kno im too fly to b depressed, Im •BleSSed•*

{gOOd GirL goNe BAD }