cracking my fingers! time to blog 4/28/09

Finally im getting a chance to update my blog....wat have i been up to lately ur wondering???? alot!

crashed my car! drinkin n drivin gosh wtf was i thinkin?????
i hate when guys get me upset..especially when im partying...cus i just grab the liquor and take it to the head...
So i was totally in fake love with Wayne..and i was sooo excited cus he gave me a key...but then talkin bout he aint gonna b in til 12am..well umm sir wat am i supposed to do til u get home? sit and watch tv?? cook?? um no that will b cold by the time u get there


{{my phatty...taken before i went out that nite....}}

mind u he was just playin video games at his cus house (lame right) so i figure id go to the club (where i met him at) and party til 12...well i started drinkin my nice fine wine before i left the house...picked up NIKKI (I LOVE HER) and went out...so im havin fun...n guess who walks in the door! Wayne

umm wtf ur supposed to b home!! granted it wasnt 12 yet...but i told him not to go out! iono if i was just bein petty but if we both goin out dont give me the key...for all he knew i was home slaving away @ the stove or setting up some romantic shit...dont b shaking ur ass @ the club then wanna come home to me...

so yea i was mad..still said my hello...gave him the dance of his life :) but i couldnt stop drinkin i had beer, wine, vodka, patron all that...
the whole time he was there he sat in a chair n watched me dance....umm we couldve did this at home...

i guess i cant get mad cus i met him in the club...but nobody wants to see their half significant lover rubbin up on sumbody elses goods...

so i drunkenly drove my homegirl home and proceeded to jump on 95...i was so drunk that i didnt remember how to get there..plus not having my glasses on didnt help..i pulled over in front of the median by one of the exits and put the info into my gps...i went to pull off and drove right into the median..i was scared as fuck! i knew i messed up my car but i was too scared to look...

I called Antonio cus he was the only person that deals with my drunken ness and i was sure he could calm me down...he offered to come and get me..even tho he had to b to work in a hr..but i kept refusin...stupid me! i just kept saying wayne needs to get in the house cus i had to only key...

i shouldve stayed home! i shouldntve been drivin! stupid me!

so i drunkenly made it to waynes house..talkin to Tone the whole way there...made it there and couldnt get the effin key in the door...Wayne pulled up and put the key in the door and sumhow it worked!!!!!
my car


we had fun that night..but yea i totaled my car...no more drinkin n drivin for me! ive really been stickin to it! i have a designated everywhere i go and if i think im remotely tipsy ill let one of my homegirls drop me off..thats all i been up to since March...well thats just one of the incidences that have happened in March..ill update ya on the rest....

smh

really felt outta this world livin in Waynes World

hungover 9/20/08

its 5:15pm and i cant believe my head still hurts..this seems like more then a hangover..ive drank lots of water, i ate, and took sum excedrin n the headache is still there...i even took a nap but it wont go away damn!

it all started las nite at moes
 

angie ( the best bartender in the world) cus she makes them so strong...she's the best. i had a jolly rancher which is 90% grey goose..n boy did it do its job...jus felt like havin a drink n feeling good...

i wanted to see this guy i really like ( cant even really figure out why i like him, i just think he's b good for me) but i think he got drunk n he was not answering the phone..damn its 2 am ive been drinkin n i need sumwhere to go!

of course there was plan b..go see sumbody i dont really wanna c...do sum things i want to do

( jus not wit him)
and even he wasnt answerin the phone!


frustrated, drunk, horny, tired, restless at 2am n the only plan i could find was to take my ass home n go to sleep...def not how i planned on spendin my friday nite....

so i fell asleep right away...


woke up wit a big ass headache...couldnt really sleep it off cus sumbody woke me up n wouldnt lemme go bak to sleep...hmmm i blame him for the hangover..had i gotten at least 8 hrs of sleep id prolly b feelin better right now...


iono why but i jus felt like bloggin this, need to do sumthing to take my mind away from this headache...

im not even gonna finish off by sayin ill never drink again cus i will, but they need to invent sumthin for hangovers cus id pay top dollar for it! so if there are any pharmacists readin this, make a remedy!!!!!