aite so i edited it to take out names out ..but just read
him: what's up pretty lady, how was ur day?
me:hey wassup jus watchin tv..wat bout u mr?
him:sittin in the crib watchin my niggas play madden.. How was ur day?
me: workin @ mcdonalds was stressful! lol sike work was cool nuthin special
him:lmao ahaha my bad about that...
So how was ur date the other day?
me:it was cool, i went to a comedy club, it was too funny, literally laughed my ass off!
him: oh.. u can't keep making me jealous talkin about ur dates.. The whole time I was hoping u would say it was terrible lol
Sent via Facebook Mobile Jay MsPacman Gaines
me:wtf u makin urself jealous! u brung up the topic! stop bein silly!
him:HOOOOLLDDD UP SON... this {{name}}.. u don't talk to me like that
me:lol im bein real mr!
him:well in that case, I guess ur right.. Umm sooo.. what u doin tonight?
me:chillin in the house dats it..
him:I sent u my number twice.. how come u never used it
me:cus i look at u like friend now, n sir uve never sent me ur #
him: well u need to stop lookin at me like a friend cuz I don't look at u like a friend
me: ok ....
him: soo are u sayin ur gonna stop?
me:lol no, it was ok...if u wanna ignore that i look @ u as a friend then so b it...but i dont want u to b all weird about it..
him: Damn.. u petty.. whole time lol
What's ur number?
me: u gon call me petty for that? its watever but in my "friend" mode we dont need to exchange #s.. we got fb n aim if we need to get in contact with each other...
him:Gotcha!
him:remember that that was ur decision lol.. That's one decision you won't be too proud of real soon ;-)
me:i never knew u were so conceited but ok hunn
him:CONCEITED???.. What are you talkin about?
When I said that I didn't mean in that kind of way. U took that the wrong way Miss lady.
I'm not conceited at all.. I'm a very humble dude.
me:ok
him:Jay I don't appreciate that.. Like really.. Whether u look at me as just a friend or not. I take it like u dealing with me like I'm some random guy on fb or someone that u haven't known for a couple years.. I mean this convo went the wrong way for sure. I mean I deal with u in a different way then I deal with a lot of these other people that be on fb and the parties.. I don't kno if u understand what I'm sayin or not but yea lol
me:yea i guess it went the wrong way, but we cool, no bad blood...
him:I still love u
Wednesday, April 29, 2009
cracking my fingers! time to blog 4/28/09
Finally im getting a chance to update my blog....wat have i been up to lately ur wondering???? alot!
crashed my car! drinkin n drivin gosh wtf was i thinkin?????
i hate when guys get me upset..especially when im partying...cus i just grab the liquor and take it to the head...
So i was totally in fake love with Wayne..and i was sooo excited cus he gave me a key...but then talkin bout he aint gonna b in til 12am..well umm sir wat am i supposed to do til u get home? sit and watch tv?? cook?? um no that will b cold by the time u get there
{{my phatty...taken before i went out that nite....}}
mind u he was just playin video games at his cus house (lame right) so i figure id go to the club (where i met him at) and party til 12...well i started drinkin my nice fine wine before i left the house...picked up NIKKI (I LOVE HER) and went out...so im havin fun...n guess who walks in the door! Wayne
umm wtf ur supposed to b home!! granted it wasnt 12 yet...but i told him not to go out! iono if i was just bein petty but if we both goin out dont give me the key...for all he knew i was home slaving away @ the stove or setting up some romantic shit...dont b shaking ur ass @ the club then wanna come home to me...
so yea i was mad..still said my hello...gave him the dance of his life :) but i couldnt stop drinkin i had beer, wine, vodka, patron all that...
the whole time he was there he sat in a chair n watched me dance....umm we couldve did this at home...
i guess i cant get mad cus i met him in the club...but nobody wants to see their half significant lover rubbin up on sumbody elses goods...
so i drunkenly drove my homegirl home and proceeded to jump on 95...i was so drunk that i didnt remember how to get there..plus not having my glasses on didnt help..i pulled over in front of the median by one of the exits and put the info into my gps...i went to pull off and drove right into the median..i was scared as fuck! i knew i messed up my car but i was too scared to look...
I called Antonio cus he was the only person that deals with my drunken ness and i was sure he could calm me down...he offered to come and get me..even tho he had to b to work in a hr..but i kept refusin...stupid me! i just kept saying wayne needs to get in the house cus i had to only key...
i shouldve stayed home! i shouldntve been drivin! stupid me!
so i drunkenly made it to waynes house..talkin to Tone the whole way there...made it there and couldnt get the effin key in the door...Wayne pulled up and put the key in the door and sumhow it worked!!!!!
my car
we had fun that night..but yea i totaled my car...no more drinkin n drivin for me! ive really been stickin to it! i have a designated everywhere i go and if i think im remotely tipsy ill let one of my homegirls drop me off..thats all i been up to since March...well thats just one of the incidences that have happened in March..ill update ya on the rest....
smh
really felt outta this world livin in Waynes World
crashed my car! drinkin n drivin gosh wtf was i thinkin?????
i hate when guys get me upset..especially when im partying...cus i just grab the liquor and take it to the head...
So i was totally in fake love with Wayne..and i was sooo excited cus he gave me a key...but then talkin bout he aint gonna b in til 12am..well umm sir wat am i supposed to do til u get home? sit and watch tv?? cook?? um no that will b cold by the time u get there
{{my phatty...taken before i went out that nite....}}mind u he was just playin video games at his cus house (lame right) so i figure id go to the club (where i met him at) and party til 12...well i started drinkin my nice fine wine before i left the house...picked up NIKKI (I LOVE HER) and went out...so im havin fun...n guess who walks in the door! Wayne
umm wtf ur supposed to b home!! granted it wasnt 12 yet...but i told him not to go out! iono if i was just bein petty but if we both goin out dont give me the key...for all he knew i was home slaving away @ the stove or setting up some romantic shit...dont b shaking ur ass @ the club then wanna come home to me...
so yea i was mad..still said my hello...gave him the dance of his life :) but i couldnt stop drinkin i had beer, wine, vodka, patron all that...
the whole time he was there he sat in a chair n watched me dance....umm we couldve did this at home...
i guess i cant get mad cus i met him in the club...but nobody wants to see their half significant lover rubbin up on sumbody elses goods...
so i drunkenly drove my homegirl home and proceeded to jump on 95...i was so drunk that i didnt remember how to get there..plus not having my glasses on didnt help..i pulled over in front of the median by one of the exits and put the info into my gps...i went to pull off and drove right into the median..i was scared as fuck! i knew i messed up my car but i was too scared to look...
I called Antonio cus he was the only person that deals with my drunken ness and i was sure he could calm me down...he offered to come and get me..even tho he had to b to work in a hr..but i kept refusin...stupid me! i just kept saying wayne needs to get in the house cus i had to only key...
i shouldve stayed home! i shouldntve been drivin! stupid me!
so i drunkenly made it to waynes house..talkin to Tone the whole way there...made it there and couldnt get the effin key in the door...Wayne pulled up and put the key in the door and sumhow it worked!!!!!
my carwe had fun that night..but yea i totaled my car...no more drinkin n drivin for me! ive really been stickin to it! i have a designated everywhere i go and if i think im remotely tipsy ill let one of my homegirls drop me off..thats all i been up to since March...well thats just one of the incidences that have happened in March..ill update ya on the rest....
smh
really felt outta this world livin in Waynes World
Hypothetically of course 3/17/09
caught up in emotion I had everything to lose
how could I focus, there was so much money, sex, and booze
having unprotected sex for 3 months with a man that wasn't mine
I wanted for nothing not even a dime
something wasn't right I could feel it in my bones
when I left the house he was never alone
... with the bed he shared wit others
his plan was to make me end up like his mother
-----
id take a baby over the othet test that came out positive
no where to go when im stuck, time is standing still...
my first teenage love affair ruined my Life....
how could he, how could she, how could I
.....
*in my worst moments of distress, i kno im too fly to b depressed, Im •BleSSed•*
{gOOd GirL goNe BAD }
how could I focus, there was so much money, sex, and booze
having unprotected sex for 3 months with a man that wasn't mine
I wanted for nothing not even a dime
something wasn't right I could feel it in my bones
when I left the house he was never alone
... with the bed he shared wit others
his plan was to make me end up like his mother
-----
id take a baby over the othet test that came out positive
no where to go when im stuck, time is standing still...
my first teenage love affair ruined my Life....
how could he, how could she, how could I
.....
*in my worst moments of distress, i kno im too fly to b depressed, Im •BleSSed•*
{gOOd GirL goNe BAD }
But Love, After Truce Had been established, Tricked Me 02/20/09
“My foolish heart” keeps leading me down the wrong path
“Chasing pavement” ….feeling Gods wrath
Lifetime of dead ends, wrong ways, and do not enter
I walk lightly but I always get stuck with a splinter
Next time “blindfold me”
I don’t wanna see wats in front of me
If I cant depend on u, who can I trust
Mind and body only lead me to lust
But heart ur supposed to lead me to love
U havent.. Am I supposed to travel this road alone?
Wearing my heart on my sleeve
Yea I been “Rockin That thing”
That’s not the fashion I partake in
MY Heart is for keeps for me n my next of kin
From now on ill keep u under key n lock
N just replace u with a “icebox”
Your ways r getting old
Id rather b referred to as “your girl so cold”
Damn she frozen
Yup more than “polar bears toes”
Compassion, love, devotion<--- heart don’t lie!
Im missing all these things “aint I”
Instead of looking in my eyes n seein my inner beauty
I get you so sexy can I “feel on ur booty”
I got no love, I gets no love
Is this my punishment on top of punishment from the Man above?
You’re supposed to keep me sheltered and outta the rain
I feel like theres a hole in my “umbrella” and im being showered with pain
When will it end?
You closed the chapter before u let it begin
“The pursuit of Happiness”
filled with adventure, prosperity, and bliss
That’s my last and final chapter
Workin on that…tryna live “happily ever After”
“Chasing pavement” ….feeling Gods wrath
Lifetime of dead ends, wrong ways, and do not enter
I walk lightly but I always get stuck with a splinter
Next time “blindfold me”
I don’t wanna see wats in front of me
If I cant depend on u, who can I trust
Mind and body only lead me to lust
But heart ur supposed to lead me to love
U havent.. Am I supposed to travel this road alone?
Wearing my heart on my sleeve
Yea I been “Rockin That thing”
That’s not the fashion I partake in
MY Heart is for keeps for me n my next of kin
From now on ill keep u under key n lock
N just replace u with a “icebox”
Your ways r getting old
Id rather b referred to as “your girl so cold”
Damn she frozen
Yup more than “polar bears toes”
Compassion, love, devotion<--- heart don’t lie!
Im missing all these things “aint I”
Instead of looking in my eyes n seein my inner beauty
I get you so sexy can I “feel on ur booty”
I got no love, I gets no love
Is this my punishment on top of punishment from the Man above?
You’re supposed to keep me sheltered and outta the rain
I feel like theres a hole in my “umbrella” and im being showered with pain
When will it end?
You closed the chapter before u let it begin
“The pursuit of Happiness”
filled with adventure, prosperity, and bliss
That’s my last and final chapter
Workin on that…tryna live “happily ever After”
Am I the only one who thinks it's an impossible task?
Why it don't last? Is that too much to ask?
Why do we love Love,
When Love seems to hate us?
all about me pt 3 last one! 02/05/09
Aite hoepfully this is the last one ill write!!! *crosses fingers*
1. I wear glasses now..i think i look like a geek but i digress, i want contacts sooo bad..people keep telling me i look different ...is that a compliment or wat?? wat does that mean?
2. my sister is a liar. she said she started up her car with no key! ur lying! i dont believe u! n if its tru...please dont leave the doors unlocked cus obviously people can just ride of in the sunset
3.i hate wen people say in advance that they dont feel like doin sumthin...my fake sis is comin up from VA dis weekend...n my sis says she doesnt feel like comin...wtf...ur comin on saturday..how do u kno on thursday that u dont feel like comin...wat kind of bs is that....USE ANOTHER EXCUSE...
I JUS NOTICED THAT THIS REALLY ISNT ABOUT ME...AITE IMMA START OVER
1. i hate wen movies dont end the way theyre supposed to...The guy gets the girl at the end of the movie, the hero lives...all that bs....its pointless to watch a movie wen the hero dies or the lovers dont get married n fall in love
2. lol its funny how most movies can turn into a porn title. " When Hairy Met Sally" "Grinding Nemo" " Eyes Wide Slut" "A Midsummers Nights Cream" "Riding Miss Daisy" "
3. Lol BTW i dont watch porn. ive watched one in my entire life wen i was young and i still couldnt understand how people had sex...
4. u can find anything on google! i mean seriously...forget asking a real person, jus search on google its AMAZING
5.lebron james is hott....did u see the commercial wen he wanted to play football? id instantly become a fan! he is the best..i was bout to switch to tmobile just to get that sidekick
6.i hate that i judge books by their cover...well mostly movies..like umm transformers was the shit...n i was soooooo against that movie n i was soo suprised by how good it was. 300 good ass movie..mostly guy movies are juss soooo good
7. i dont like wen people say "if i had u id never leave" wtf ill show u a million pretty bitches then show u the nigga thats tired of fuckin her ..HALLE BERRY
8. i love wearing heels...all day everyday i would if i could...even though im 5'7" (which is kinda short in my book)i wear 5inch heels sumtimes n im hella tall iont care...i never feel insecure bout my height...although i think im taller than most guys n im really not lol
9.wat is the point of civil lawsuits?? if the find u not guilty of murder but u have to pay the family 6million for restitution then wats the point? it makes no sense!! id rather jus go to jail than to pay out hush money
10.i need to see more hood movies (dont take my black card lol) i havent seen new jack city, state property, purple rain, all that bs....
11. my parents never listened to prince so i dont kno any of his songs except wen doves cry...
12. i love old school music....but teddy pendergrass doesnt count...i need older stuff like the whispers and the temptations
13. all old school songs talk about sex sex sex...why dont older people notice that! i kno our music is much more vulgar but hey u old people started it!
14. if i get drunk ill drink anything..beer, st8 vodka...it doesnt matter...i havent been drunk in a lonnng time tho..
15. oh wen i got high this one time i had the best cheesesteak of my life...*remember?* it had tomatoes n onions on it ,it was soooooo goooodd. that whole day was jus good n fun...:)
16. ive never smoked a ciggarette a day in my life. n i refuse to ...i think its sooo nasty..nothing about that is good...wont u suck on sumthin else if ur stressed lol
17. i cant wait til my nephew comes 2/6/09 im excited!!!!i hope my sis names him jaiden so i can call him lil jay :)
18. i hate wen people i dont like make me laugh..it makes me wanna like them again..not guys jus people in general...its like that angry chip starts peeling away..
19.i do NOT like it wen people dont shave their underarms.. male and female...males trim that ish..how are u supposed to put ur arm around me with this lump of hair sweat and deodorant jus hangin there thats sooooo nasty
20. i never sleep without my door shut. i have a fear that if sumbody runs thru my house that my room is gonna be the first one they go thru
21.only one song made me cry last year *ex factor- lauryn hill* i was all cryin n driving lol..i was embarrased after the song went off ..like ok jay wtf was that lol
22. i hate people with no heart lol u are not the tin man from the wizard of oz..or was that the lion...watever have a heart!!!
im done :)
1. I wear glasses now..i think i look like a geek but i digress, i want contacts sooo bad..people keep telling me i look different ...is that a compliment or wat?? wat does that mean?
2. my sister is a liar. she said she started up her car with no key! ur lying! i dont believe u! n if its tru...please dont leave the doors unlocked cus obviously people can just ride of in the sunset
3.i hate wen people say in advance that they dont feel like doin sumthin...my fake sis is comin up from VA dis weekend...n my sis says she doesnt feel like comin...wtf...ur comin on saturday..how do u kno on thursday that u dont feel like comin...wat kind of bs is that....USE ANOTHER EXCUSE...
I JUS NOTICED THAT THIS REALLY ISNT ABOUT ME...AITE IMMA START OVER
1. i hate wen movies dont end the way theyre supposed to...The guy gets the girl at the end of the movie, the hero lives...all that bs....its pointless to watch a movie wen the hero dies or the lovers dont get married n fall in love
2. lol its funny how most movies can turn into a porn title. " When Hairy Met Sally" "Grinding Nemo" " Eyes Wide Slut" "A Midsummers Nights Cream" "Riding Miss Daisy" "
3. Lol BTW i dont watch porn. ive watched one in my entire life wen i was young and i still couldnt understand how people had sex...
4. u can find anything on google! i mean seriously...forget asking a real person, jus search on google its AMAZING
5.lebron james is hott....did u see the commercial wen he wanted to play football? id instantly become a fan! he is the best..i was bout to switch to tmobile just to get that sidekick
6.i hate that i judge books by their cover...well mostly movies..like umm transformers was the shit...n i was soooooo against that movie n i was soo suprised by how good it was. 300 good ass movie..mostly guy movies are juss soooo good
7. i dont like wen people say "if i had u id never leave" wtf ill show u a million pretty bitches then show u the nigga thats tired of fuckin her ..HALLE BERRY
8. i love wearing heels...all day everyday i would if i could...even though im 5'7" (which is kinda short in my book)i wear 5inch heels sumtimes n im hella tall iont care...i never feel insecure bout my height...although i think im taller than most guys n im really not lol
9.wat is the point of civil lawsuits?? if the find u not guilty of murder but u have to pay the family 6million for restitution then wats the point? it makes no sense!! id rather jus go to jail than to pay out hush money
10.i need to see more hood movies (dont take my black card lol) i havent seen new jack city, state property, purple rain, all that bs....
11. my parents never listened to prince so i dont kno any of his songs except wen doves cry...
12. i love old school music....but teddy pendergrass doesnt count...i need older stuff like the whispers and the temptations
13. all old school songs talk about sex sex sex...why dont older people notice that! i kno our music is much more vulgar but hey u old people started it!
14. if i get drunk ill drink anything..beer, st8 vodka...it doesnt matter...i havent been drunk in a lonnng time tho..
15. oh wen i got high this one time i had the best cheesesteak of my life...*remember?* it had tomatoes n onions on it ,it was soooooo goooodd. that whole day was jus good n fun...:)
16. ive never smoked a ciggarette a day in my life. n i refuse to ...i think its sooo nasty..nothing about that is good...wont u suck on sumthin else if ur stressed lol
17. i cant wait til my nephew comes 2/6/09 im excited!!!!i hope my sis names him jaiden so i can call him lil jay :)
18. i hate wen people i dont like make me laugh..it makes me wanna like them again..not guys jus people in general...its like that angry chip starts peeling away..
19.i do NOT like it wen people dont shave their underarms.. male and female...males trim that ish..how are u supposed to put ur arm around me with this lump of hair sweat and deodorant jus hangin there thats sooooo nasty
20. i never sleep without my door shut. i have a fear that if sumbody runs thru my house that my room is gonna be the first one they go thru
21.only one song made me cry last year *ex factor- lauryn hill* i was all cryin n driving lol..i was embarrased after the song went off ..like ok jay wtf was that lol
22. i hate people with no heart lol u are not the tin man from the wizard of oz..or was that the lion...watever have a heart!!!
im done :)
all about me pt 2 01/22/09
pt 2. all about me!
feel free to comment ;) i like that
1. i really think sometimes people just need to shutup and just LISTEN.
2. i love heat! i cant stand air conditioners in the summer...and i sleep with covers all year long..fan on my face..n covered completely with covers for the rest of my body
3.im real sarcastic...so if u THINK im talkin bout u...i probably am...
4. i really do miss my best friend..lol i sanh karaoke to her "best friend" by brandy...n i prolly sounded horrible but people clapped n sang along! miss ya hunn..ill stop bein a bitch and call u!
5.ha! i can touch my toes (not intended for that to b dirty) but weird this is wen i sit down n try to do it i have a hard time...but standin up its easy
6. i drink more than other people...alot more..."like message in a bottle" i got to the bottom of the bottle n forgot the message
7.im a flirt...a big flirt...soo ive heard
8. i respect guys more for trying to b my friend than anything else.
9.i wish HE was out of jail..i have so much to talk about..i kno guys always say niggas aint shit, lol n he says that all the time, even about himself..i like the real ness...ill actually get a guys real point of view cus he's doin the dirt that niggas do to me..
10.i watch you tube allllllll dayy...thats why my phone is always dead...
11. is my family the only one with a radio in the bathroom?? i mean u need something to listen to while ur doin watever u do in there lol
12. dont b disgusted..i shaved my legs this year for the first time since prom 05... i dont have hairy legs tho lol...iont even think it made a difference lol
13.kittens are the best!!! i love them their soo cute
14.my goal weight is 135..im slowin gettin back to that...i have to safety pin my work pants cus they're too big now lol
15.i am SHY!!!!! camera shy...everything....
16. i have a poetry book..lol its sooo ragedy but it dates back to like 02...ive written poems bout everybody ive dealt with..not necessarily boyfriends but i felt the need to write bout them...blah
17. my imaginary parents are j-lo and puff daddy....they need to get back together...diddy leave cassie alone!
18. my parents dont say i love you... at all...its been a while since i heard that from anybody
19. everybody should go to therapy...at least once...ull b suprised about the things ull reveal to a stranger..
20.i laugh at everything...especially wen im nervous
21. every signature ive used in my texts have had somthing to do with my life...its not there jus to look pretty!
22.speakin of status' somebody said my new one for facebook should be 2009'S MOST ELIGIBLE BACHLORETTE..lol wat makes me more eligible than others?ive been single for a year..why are u jus noticing that lol
23. omg have u seen Serena Williams ass??? wtf !! forget pole dancing im bout to start playin tennis!!
24. im kinda like KANYe..wen i dont get my way i act like a big baby..
25. i havent really been myself lately...
26. i dont usually dream about sex but wen i do watch out..once i almost fell off the bed lol..n he was right next to me...wake up!!!!!
ok ok im done :)
me n my old bff
feel free to comment ;) i like that
1. i really think sometimes people just need to shutup and just LISTEN.
2. i love heat! i cant stand air conditioners in the summer...and i sleep with covers all year long..fan on my face..n covered completely with covers for the rest of my body
3.im real sarcastic...so if u THINK im talkin bout u...i probably am...
4. i really do miss my best friend..lol i sanh karaoke to her "best friend" by brandy...n i prolly sounded horrible but people clapped n sang along! miss ya hunn..ill stop bein a bitch and call u!
5.ha! i can touch my toes (not intended for that to b dirty) but weird this is wen i sit down n try to do it i have a hard time...but standin up its easy
6. i drink more than other people...alot more..."like message in a bottle" i got to the bottom of the bottle n forgot the message
7.im a flirt...a big flirt...soo ive heard
8. i respect guys more for trying to b my friend than anything else.
9.i wish HE was out of jail..i have so much to talk about..i kno guys always say niggas aint shit, lol n he says that all the time, even about himself..i like the real ness...ill actually get a guys real point of view cus he's doin the dirt that niggas do to me..
10.i watch you tube allllllll dayy...thats why my phone is always dead...
11. is my family the only one with a radio in the bathroom?? i mean u need something to listen to while ur doin watever u do in there lol
12. dont b disgusted..i shaved my legs this year for the first time since prom 05... i dont have hairy legs tho lol...iont even think it made a difference lol
13.kittens are the best!!! i love them their soo cute
14.my goal weight is 135..im slowin gettin back to that...i have to safety pin my work pants cus they're too big now lol
15.i am SHY!!!!! camera shy...everything....
16. i have a poetry book..lol its sooo ragedy but it dates back to like 02...ive written poems bout everybody ive dealt with..not necessarily boyfriends but i felt the need to write bout them...blah
17. my imaginary parents are j-lo and puff daddy....they need to get back together...diddy leave cassie alone!
18. my parents dont say i love you... at all...its been a while since i heard that from anybody
19. everybody should go to therapy...at least once...ull b suprised about the things ull reveal to a stranger..
20.i laugh at everything...especially wen im nervous
21. every signature ive used in my texts have had somthing to do with my life...its not there jus to look pretty!
22.speakin of status' somebody said my new one for facebook should be 2009'S MOST ELIGIBLE BACHLORETTE..lol wat makes me more eligible than others?ive been single for a year..why are u jus noticing that lol
23. omg have u seen Serena Williams ass??? wtf !! forget pole dancing im bout to start playin tennis!!
24. im kinda like KANYe..wen i dont get my way i act like a big baby..
25. i havent really been myself lately...
26. i dont usually dream about sex but wen i do watch out..once i almost fell off the bed lol..n he was right next to me...wake up!!!!!
ok ok im done :)
me n my old bff
all about me pt 1 01/21/09
Rules: Once you've been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 20 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you.... At the end, choose 20 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, its because I somewhat care...
WARNING I WRITE ALOT!!
1. my Real name is JACKAY...which i recently updated on Facebook...I HATE IT SO DONT EVER CALL ME THAT! feel free to make up anything else...jada..watever...only one smart person came up with something that didnt start with a J...n thats SADE so uh yea that my alias lol
2. I sit in front of a computer all day...so umm everything i do...(text, ask for money, pay bills, shop, eat) yea everything is done from this chair..i love it! cant wait til i get my laptop
3. ok right now im watchin CSI n i cant wait to take part in the weeding dress phase..u know like wen they let people run in the store n gett dresses n chicks be fightin n stuff lol.. so yea in dis episode sumone got stabbed tryna get a dress lol
4. sumtimes i eat so much i have to throw up...i love food sorry!
5. ill prolly never b able to have kids... (long short story)
n i almost kidnapped one dis weekend..he was soo cute..who lets a semi stranger take ur kid for 3 hrs n u never call to get himback?? wheres the love people?? so uh yea he was my son for a few hrs lol
6. um yea i wish HE was DEAD. i HATE HIM for wat he did to me. BUT i DIGRESS.i dont have that hate in my heart cus its stressful but yea..ID DEF WANNA B THERE WEN HE MEETS HIS MAKER
7.i never wear socks!!!!!! granted its a lil cold outside right now..but im never far from my car...n socks jus make me too hot...
8. im never more than 10ft from my phone so if i dont answer or dont text back...i just dont wanna talk to u...
9. oh yea my other alias lol TP2... got a 10% raise las week n its amazing! so Ten Percent for 2 years...tp2 lol
10. omg i have an addictive personality..so ive been told but i dont believe her...once i get onto something..im on it...worked at towson ate chik fila EVERY SINGLE DAY..til sumthin else got my attention n i was on that...hmmm
11.MUSIC is my life..i love music..people are always goin thru something i can relate to.....cool
12. only ONE movie made me cry ....DIARY OF A MAD BLACK WOMAN...
13.omg i got a thing for tattoos...LOVE THEM...theyre capitvating omg!!!!!!! once u talk to sumbody that has over 50 tattoos ud love them too omg ok ok ok
14. i think im smarter than most people! seriously..i started skool early n was supposed to b skipped 2 grades...my uh mom didnt want me ahead of my class...
15. i day dream...even wen im driving lol...DANGEROUS HUH? LOL i sumtimes cant talk on the phone wen im driving..ADHD LOL
16. AKIE.. where is that time machine??? even though right about now id settle for that blue paint lol
17. i can watch 12 hrs of tv st...sunday...spike tv, bravo, and a&e have marathons of csi, csi miami, csi new york, law &order alll day long omg...i dont move til its time to go to the club
18.i go to the club every week n i havent gotten a new number since.....may1 damn..**edited since people keep asking bout this** lol havent found a new person that i wanna talk to. so since i kno i wont call or have any rap i wont give my # out
19.i have a feeling that the person that knows the most about me is my relative. Larry thinks im suzy home maker..iont think he's ever seen me mad...wen i call wen im upset he says sumthin nice n i jus forget that im mad n i dont even have to tell my mean story...the best friend ive had in a min
20.im borderline jealous/envious of 2 people...
21. oh yea im a great swimmer...not to mention i look hot in a bathing suit!!!
22. oh yea my brother is going to the Navy..n imma miss him...i cried already lol..DONT LEAVE!!!!
23. I LOVE MY FAMILY NO MATTER HOW MUCH WE FUSS, SCREAM , N CURSE I LOVE THEM...WOULDNT CHANGE THEM IF I COULD!
more to come lol...feel free to comment
WARNING I WRITE ALOT!!
1. my Real name is JACKAY...which i recently updated on Facebook...I HATE IT SO DONT EVER CALL ME THAT! feel free to make up anything else...jada..watever...only one smart person came up with something that didnt start with a J...n thats SADE so uh yea that my alias lol
2. I sit in front of a computer all day...so umm everything i do...(text, ask for money, pay bills, shop, eat) yea everything is done from this chair..i love it! cant wait til i get my laptop
3. ok right now im watchin CSI n i cant wait to take part in the weeding dress phase..u know like wen they let people run in the store n gett dresses n chicks be fightin n stuff lol.. so yea in dis episode sumone got stabbed tryna get a dress lol
4. sumtimes i eat so much i have to throw up...i love food sorry!
5. ill prolly never b able to have kids... (long short story)
n i almost kidnapped one dis weekend..he was soo cute..who lets a semi stranger take ur kid for 3 hrs n u never call to get himback?? wheres the love people?? so uh yea he was my son for a few hrs lol
6. um yea i wish HE was DEAD. i HATE HIM for wat he did to me. BUT i DIGRESS.i dont have that hate in my heart cus its stressful but yea..ID DEF WANNA B THERE WEN HE MEETS HIS MAKER
7.i never wear socks!!!!!! granted its a lil cold outside right now..but im never far from my car...n socks jus make me too hot...
8. im never more than 10ft from my phone so if i dont answer or dont text back...i just dont wanna talk to u...
9. oh yea my other alias lol TP2... got a 10% raise las week n its amazing! so Ten Percent for 2 years...tp2 lol
10. omg i have an addictive personality..so ive been told but i dont believe her...once i get onto something..im on it...worked at towson ate chik fila EVERY SINGLE DAY..til sumthin else got my attention n i was on that...hmmm
11.MUSIC is my life..i love music..people are always goin thru something i can relate to.....cool
12. only ONE movie made me cry ....DIARY OF A MAD BLACK WOMAN...
13.omg i got a thing for tattoos...LOVE THEM...theyre capitvating omg!!!!!!! once u talk to sumbody that has over 50 tattoos ud love them too omg ok ok ok
14. i think im smarter than most people! seriously..i started skool early n was supposed to b skipped 2 grades...my uh mom didnt want me ahead of my class...
15. i day dream...even wen im driving lol...DANGEROUS HUH? LOL i sumtimes cant talk on the phone wen im driving..ADHD LOL
16. AKIE.. where is that time machine??? even though right about now id settle for that blue paint lol
17. i can watch 12 hrs of tv st...sunday...spike tv, bravo, and a&e have marathons of csi, csi miami, csi new york, law &order alll day long omg...i dont move til its time to go to the club
18.i go to the club every week n i havent gotten a new number since.....may1 damn..**edited since people keep asking bout this** lol havent found a new person that i wanna talk to. so since i kno i wont call or have any rap i wont give my # out
19.i have a feeling that the person that knows the most about me is my relative. Larry thinks im suzy home maker..iont think he's ever seen me mad...wen i call wen im upset he says sumthin nice n i jus forget that im mad n i dont even have to tell my mean story...the best friend ive had in a min
20.im borderline jealous/envious of 2 people...
21. oh yea im a great swimmer...not to mention i look hot in a bathing suit!!!
22. oh yea my brother is going to the Navy..n imma miss him...i cried already lol..DONT LEAVE!!!!
23. I LOVE MY FAMILY NO MATTER HOW MUCH WE FUSS, SCREAM , N CURSE I LOVE THEM...WOULDNT CHANGE THEM IF I COULD!
more to come lol...feel free to comment
i need to go see Saw V again! 10/27/08
I kno everybody and their mother went to go see saw V on friday!!! including me!!! but unfortunately i wasnt really payin attention so i have to go see it again!!!!
It started at moes...(n yes i do go to moes every friday faithfully)i got down there at like 7:30 n it was already crowded, no seats at the bar so me n my sis had to sit upstairs. Lucky for me i got the same waiter i had last time.. got my wine n my lasagna..oh yea n before i left grabbed my jolly rancher too.. DONT LEAVE HOME WITHOUT ONE LOL
got to the movies at 9, movie starts at 9:2o (n yea i came prepared, bought my tickets in advance) cus u kno it was sold out.. 9:20 sold out, 10:50 sold out...so everybody that didnt get them in advance would have to see the 11:50 show goddamn lol
we get in there, n yea im tipsy..n there aint no seats anywhere!!!!!! me n my sis was almost forced to sit in the second fuckin row..like where u have to turn ya head jus to see wats goin on at the other side of the screen..
so long story short i was too tipsy to pay attention..i had to go to the bathroom ( yea liquor runs thru me) then my stomach wasnt feelin good so i bout sum popcorn..wat good that did cus it only made me feel worse..then wen i was in the hallway in the theatre my phone rang..n anybody that knows me know imma answer for cooks lane...so here i am paid for the movie n im chatting away in the hallway..lol hope nobody could hear wat i was talkin bout...so blah blah blah went back in the movie theatre but it was too long of a walk to my seat so i sat on the steps...i thought i was gone for like a hour cus i didnt kno wat the fuck was goin on in the movie..like im still lost now..i have no clue wat i missed...
so now i have to see saw V again lol (without any jolly ranchers n i have to turn my phone off lol)
Even if i dont see it, ill still get my scary ness in for halloween :) hammers opened back up n imma b a playboy bunny...soo yea if u see me at the bar hop to me lol
oh yea i changed my mind...i was too fat (imagine that) to fit the play boy costume so i had to b a police officer...that shit was too small.i swear my ass was out the whole nite lol..(updated 11/10/08)
It started at moes...(n yes i do go to moes every friday faithfully)i got down there at like 7:30 n it was already crowded, no seats at the bar so me n my sis had to sit upstairs. Lucky for me i got the same waiter i had last time.. got my wine n my lasagna..oh yea n before i left grabbed my jolly rancher too.. DONT LEAVE HOME WITHOUT ONE LOL
got to the movies at 9, movie starts at 9:2o (n yea i came prepared, bought my tickets in advance) cus u kno it was sold out.. 9:20 sold out, 10:50 sold out...so everybody that didnt get them in advance would have to see the 11:50 show goddamn lol
we get in there, n yea im tipsy..n there aint no seats anywhere!!!!!! me n my sis was almost forced to sit in the second fuckin row..like where u have to turn ya head jus to see wats goin on at the other side of the screen..
so long story short i was too tipsy to pay attention..i had to go to the bathroom ( yea liquor runs thru me) then my stomach wasnt feelin good so i bout sum popcorn..wat good that did cus it only made me feel worse..then wen i was in the hallway in the theatre my phone rang..n anybody that knows me know imma answer for cooks lane...so here i am paid for the movie n im chatting away in the hallway..lol hope nobody could hear wat i was talkin bout...so blah blah blah went back in the movie theatre but it was too long of a walk to my seat so i sat on the steps...i thought i was gone for like a hour cus i didnt kno wat the fuck was goin on in the movie..like im still lost now..i have no clue wat i missed...
so now i have to see saw V again lol (without any jolly ranchers n i have to turn my phone off lol)
Even if i dont see it, ill still get my scary ness in for halloween :) hammers opened back up n imma b a playboy bunny...soo yea if u see me at the bar hop to me lol
oh yea i changed my mind...i was too fat (imagine that) to fit the play boy costume so i had to b a police officer...that shit was too small.i swear my ass was out the whole nite lol..(updated 11/10/08)
girlfriends are soooo overated! 10/16/08
first off this is not a gay post! REPEAT! ITS NOT A GAY POST. ITS HETEROSEXUAL!! LOL!!!
if i had a million for all the guys i dealt wit, and i use that term loosely, that have had girlfriends id be pretty damn rich by now!
i dont kno if people jus like to hide those things from people cus they dont want to lose them or they are jus plain dogs!
shid mayb they think im perfect as a piece on the side, who knows n who the fuck cares but im tired of it...
im starting to think i attract people that are unobtainable
1st guy. i got his number at the mall, and i asked do u have a gf..n he said yea.. he actually admitted it. so i went to walk away then he was like but ill still take ya #...i couldnt believe it lol...shid if u dont care neither should i....that didnt really get anywhere tho
2nd guy. was a lame-o i used to deal with, n we thought it would b cool if we started talking again. sum chick keeps callin his phone and of course he says its his ex, she wont let go... come to find out she was his girlfriend and wen she called me on the 3way he denied it all...denied everything wtf???????? of course lata down the line he sent me a friend request on myspace...i accepted it...n she mustve seen me on the friends list and started playin on my phone..i swear this shit lasted allllll summer!!! she would call from his phone, her phone....n never say anything...i told her where i worked n still nuthing... smh lil girls have nothing better to do sometimes
3rd guy.. he didnt really have drama but i think he jus wanted to get caught...i stayed the nite at his house a few times, only to learn that his baby mother had a key! wtf she can jus walk in here wenever she wants to?? this was before the baby was born so i know they was prolly still together but i had to cut that shit short. didnt see me at that house anymore!
4th guy. we were sooooooooo coool. but of course i dont trust anybody so i used to go thru his phone wen he was in the shower, and i found i love u messages all types of bs like that so i knew he had a gf..come to find out she was pregnant too! we used to always joke about havin gf's and bf's but i knew the whole time that shit was no joke! he denied it alllll the time..i could jus sit n laugh like "u lyin ass nigga".. no drama came from her but i did hear that bitch was crazy and now he cant even see his own daughter.. boo the fuck hoo
;p
5th guy. this shit still gets me mad but its nuthing guys will b guys and females will always chase them... they never understand that its supposed to be the other way around. He denied he had a girl, i found out when they was fussin in the street right in front of me! He stilled denied it! Said she was jus sum crazy bitch.. She called me we talked blah blah blah blah...they was supposed to be together cool..i wont call him no more.. long and behold he calls me while im on vaca, i called him wen i got back to bmore, he jus wanted to apologize .."watever ill talk to u friday" his crazy bitch calls me like i told u to leave him alone wtf he called ME!long story short she played on my phone, (*ill leave sum of the story out cus im embarrassed bout it) but she think im chasin this nigga..i changed my number,,n he called my job! he wont leave me alone! everytime they get into a fight he calls me...umm sir i dont want u, go run back to her...n he will still deny that they dont fuck wit each other.. we done had the police involved, #'s changed all types of shit..n he keeps chasing me and she keeps chasing him......**SHUTUP AND LET ME GO!**
6th guy...now this is current from 10/12/08. met a guy at the club and my sis knows he has a girl.. Has he told me yet ? NO !
iM TIRED OF PEOPLE NOT TELLIN ME SHIT...IM SURE HE WONT THINK IT COUNTS AS A LIE BECAUSE I "DIDNT ASK"...i asked bout his activities (damn sure aint mention nothing to do wit his girl)..i asked who does he live wit ( he didnt mention he stays at her house 80% of the time) he has to know that I kno.....is he jus assumin that i know??? i mean wtf yall all went to skool together, everyone knows yall are together...so dont try to hide that shit from me
MORAL OF THE FUCKIN STORY: i will be single for the rest of my life..guys lie, cheat and steal (NOT ALL OF THEM) but long as there are sexy people like me to give them a reason to cheat , they will!!!!!
I cant get involved in anything/ anybody i dont trust!
if i had a million for all the guys i dealt wit, and i use that term loosely, that have had girlfriends id be pretty damn rich by now!
i dont kno if people jus like to hide those things from people cus they dont want to lose them or they are jus plain dogs!
shid mayb they think im perfect as a piece on the side, who knows n who the fuck cares but im tired of it...
im starting to think i attract people that are unobtainable
1st guy. i got his number at the mall, and i asked do u have a gf..n he said yea.. he actually admitted it. so i went to walk away then he was like but ill still take ya #...i couldnt believe it lol...shid if u dont care neither should i....that didnt really get anywhere tho
2nd guy. was a lame-o i used to deal with, n we thought it would b cool if we started talking again. sum chick keeps callin his phone and of course he says its his ex, she wont let go... come to find out she was his girlfriend and wen she called me on the 3way he denied it all...denied everything wtf???????? of course lata down the line he sent me a friend request on myspace...i accepted it...n she mustve seen me on the friends list and started playin on my phone..i swear this shit lasted allllll summer!!! she would call from his phone, her phone....n never say anything...i told her where i worked n still nuthing... smh lil girls have nothing better to do sometimes
3rd guy.. he didnt really have drama but i think he jus wanted to get caught...i stayed the nite at his house a few times, only to learn that his baby mother had a key! wtf she can jus walk in here wenever she wants to?? this was before the baby was born so i know they was prolly still together but i had to cut that shit short. didnt see me at that house anymore!
4th guy. we were sooooooooo coool. but of course i dont trust anybody so i used to go thru his phone wen he was in the shower, and i found i love u messages all types of bs like that so i knew he had a gf..come to find out she was pregnant too! we used to always joke about havin gf's and bf's but i knew the whole time that shit was no joke! he denied it alllll the time..i could jus sit n laugh like "u lyin ass nigga".. no drama came from her but i did hear that bitch was crazy and now he cant even see his own daughter.. boo the fuck hoo
;p
5th guy. this shit still gets me mad but its nuthing guys will b guys and females will always chase them... they never understand that its supposed to be the other way around. He denied he had a girl, i found out when they was fussin in the street right in front of me! He stilled denied it! Said she was jus sum crazy bitch.. She called me we talked blah blah blah blah...they was supposed to be together cool..i wont call him no more.. long and behold he calls me while im on vaca, i called him wen i got back to bmore, he jus wanted to apologize .."watever ill talk to u friday" his crazy bitch calls me like i told u to leave him alone wtf he called ME!long story short she played on my phone, (*ill leave sum of the story out cus im embarrassed bout it) but she think im chasin this nigga..i changed my number,,n he called my job! he wont leave me alone! everytime they get into a fight he calls me...umm sir i dont want u, go run back to her...n he will still deny that they dont fuck wit each other.. we done had the police involved, #'s changed all types of shit..n he keeps chasing me and she keeps chasing him......**SHUTUP AND LET ME GO!**
6th guy...now this is current from 10/12/08. met a guy at the club and my sis knows he has a girl.. Has he told me yet ? NO !
iM TIRED OF PEOPLE NOT TELLIN ME SHIT...IM SURE HE WONT THINK IT COUNTS AS A LIE BECAUSE I "DIDNT ASK"...i asked bout his activities (damn sure aint mention nothing to do wit his girl)..i asked who does he live wit ( he didnt mention he stays at her house 80% of the time) he has to know that I kno.....is he jus assumin that i know??? i mean wtf yall all went to skool together, everyone knows yall are together...so dont try to hide that shit from me
MORAL OF THE FUCKIN STORY: i will be single for the rest of my life..guys lie, cheat and steal (NOT ALL OF THEM) but long as there are sexy people like me to give them a reason to cheat , they will!!!!!
I cant get involved in anything/ anybody i dont trust!
my bday at club one 9/28/08
tonite i celebrate my bday at club one in downtown baltimore. its not my first time goin there but i really like the spot. on thursday s they have half off all drinks...omg i used to by my drinks 2 at a time
oh by the way i just turned 21 thursday the 25th. lol yea they lemme in the club and lemme drink. but hey they should b more strict on underage drinking lol
im excited about tonite....i went thru alot to get my outfit. ask the girls at bebe..im so indecisive its hilarious
landed on a really cute dress (checked on their website and i see the dress but not the color i bought so atleast i dont have to worry about anybody having my dress on yay me!)
its jus gonna b a big countdown til i get there and start poppin bottles( mayb not poppin bottles but at least kickin back at least a hundred dollars of drinks) believe me i can break ya pockets wit my double shots :)
ill have another post later this week after i get all of my pics n stuff
im hopin i wont throw up tonite i hate that...plus its embarrassing and very un lady like..but yea like i said ...stay tuned:)
me n porkchop
oh by the way i just turned 21 thursday the 25th. lol yea they lemme in the club and lemme drink. but hey they should b more strict on underage drinking lol
im excited about tonite....i went thru alot to get my outfit. ask the girls at bebe..im so indecisive its hilarious
landed on a really cute dress (checked on their website and i see the dress but not the color i bought so atleast i dont have to worry about anybody having my dress on yay me!)
its jus gonna b a big countdown til i get there and start poppin bottles( mayb not poppin bottles but at least kickin back at least a hundred dollars of drinks) believe me i can break ya pockets wit my double shots :)
ill have another post later this week after i get all of my pics n stuff
im hopin i wont throw up tonite i hate that...plus its embarrassing and very un lady like..but yea like i said ...stay tuned:)
me n porkchop
hungover 9/20/08
its 5:15pm and i cant believe my head still hurts..this seems like more then a hangover..ive drank lots of water, i ate, and took sum excedrin n the headache is still there...i even took a nap but it wont go away damn!
it all started las nite at moes
angie ( the best bartender in the world) cus she makes them so strong...she's the best. i had a jolly rancher which is 90% grey goose..n boy did it do its job...jus felt like havin a drink n feeling good...
i wanted to see this guy i really like ( cant even really figure out why i like him, i just think he's b good for me) but i think he got drunk n he was not answering the phone..damn its 2 am ive been drinkin n i need sumwhere to go!
of course there was plan b..go see sumbody i dont really wanna c...do sum things i want to do
( jus not wit him)
and even he wasnt answerin the phone!
frustrated, drunk, horny, tired, restless at 2am n the only plan i could find was to take my ass home n go to sleep...def not how i planned on spendin my friday nite....
so i fell asleep right away...
woke up wit a big ass headache...couldnt really sleep it off cus sumbody woke me up n wouldnt lemme go bak to sleep...hmmm i blame him for the hangover..had i gotten at least 8 hrs of sleep id prolly b feelin better right now...
iono why but i jus felt like bloggin this, need to do sumthing to take my mind away from this headache...
im not even gonna finish off by sayin ill never drink again cus i will, but they need to invent sumthin for hangovers cus id pay top dollar for it! so if there are any pharmacists readin this, make a remedy!!!!!
intervention 9/15/08
omg i was jus watching intervention bout this white girl usin heroin in baltimore....this prostitute was out here makin like 500 a day! 500 goddamn i dont make that make that in a fuckin day barely omg i cant stand it!!!!
i mean i kno the show is about addiction but goddamn is she addicted to fuckin or sumthing cus the prostitutes i b seein look a hot ass mess and b only gettin like 20 a job... so umm to get 500 u gotta get at least 25 people gooddamn i kno her legs/jaws gotta b hurtin!
i mean i feel sorry for her because of her addiction but damn she on the grind gettin hers
SMH
oh for pt 2 i will indulge my audience on my addiction
i mean i kno the show is about addiction but goddamn is she addicted to fuckin or sumthing cus the prostitutes i b seein look a hot ass mess and b only gettin like 20 a job... so umm to get 500 u gotta get at least 25 people gooddamn i kno her legs/jaws gotta b hurtin!
i mean i feel sorry for her because of her addiction but damn she on the grind gettin hers
SMH
oh for pt 2 i will indulge my audience on my addiction
party at the hippodrome 9/13/08 red carpet event
soooo the red carpet event of the year was yesterday!! bull shit!!!
i cant believe they were charging peole 75 just to get in..n if they actually paid that much then it was a waste of time......and money
i paid 20 for my tix in advance.(i forgot it was a 21 n over event (im not 21 yet 11 more days)) so of course they were giving me a hard time at the door! long story short i told the bouncer i was one of the models for the fashion show..he went and got the lady that was in charge of the models...she laughed (in my mind im thinkin oh shit my cover is blown) but she went and told the girl to get me a wrist band for vip and said "models are in the room up the stairs and to the right have fun!"
I cant believe it was that easy. Ok im no beyonce but goddamn who can jus get into vip that easy..damn!!! i got it lol
But anyway the party was wack! i spent sum time downstairs with the regular admission people , which was cool but everybody was jus standing around... so my sis snuck into vip.. (she found a pink wrist band , outta pure luck, and put it on) oh then she passed it on to my other sis so she could get into vip too) but there was nothing goin on in vip...people were jus standing around...it was jus like a big meet and greet...everybody jus standing in their own little cirlces ...man it was a waste of time!!!
then they had the nerve to shut it down early!.. no fashion show, no free drinks, no free food, and the music wasnt good...i couldve had more fun at a damn block party for all that!
i had a headache at the end of the night, my feet were hurting from the heels, and i looked to good to have not done anytihing at all!!
im doubting that anybody in bmore can throw a hot party!
i cant believe they were charging peole 75 just to get in..n if they actually paid that much then it was a waste of time......and money
i paid 20 for my tix in advance.(i forgot it was a 21 n over event (im not 21 yet 11 more days)) so of course they were giving me a hard time at the door! long story short i told the bouncer i was one of the models for the fashion show..he went and got the lady that was in charge of the models...she laughed (in my mind im thinkin oh shit my cover is blown) but she went and told the girl to get me a wrist band for vip and said "models are in the room up the stairs and to the right have fun!"
I cant believe it was that easy. Ok im no beyonce but goddamn who can jus get into vip that easy..damn!!! i got it lol
But anyway the party was wack! i spent sum time downstairs with the regular admission people , which was cool but everybody was jus standing around... so my sis snuck into vip.. (she found a pink wrist band , outta pure luck, and put it on) oh then she passed it on to my other sis so she could get into vip too) but there was nothing goin on in vip...people were jus standing around...it was jus like a big meet and greet...everybody jus standing in their own little cirlces ...man it was a waste of time!!!
then they had the nerve to shut it down early!.. no fashion show, no free drinks, no free food, and the music wasnt good...i couldve had more fun at a damn block party for all that!
i had a headache at the end of the night, my feet were hurting from the heels, and i looked to good to have not done anytihing at all!!
im doubting that anybody in bmore can throw a hot party!
hand itching pt 2
remember i said that my hand was itching and that meant i was gonna get sum money??
ha ha!
i got employee of the month!! sooo that means i get a 200 bonus!!
and wen i get my raise in january i get exxxtra jus cus they love me soooo much!!
im happy as hell i need this!! this bonus will definetly help in the long run cus my job only gives out employee of the month once a year!!
shit so thats like im employee of the year imagine that!!!!!
:)
ha ha!
i got employee of the month!! sooo that means i get a 200 bonus!!
and wen i get my raise in january i get exxxtra jus cus they love me soooo much!!
im happy as hell i need this!! this bonus will definetly help in the long run cus my job only gives out employee of the month once a year!!
shit so thats like im employee of the year imagine that!!!!!
:)
my hand is itching
so at my most brokest point in my life...my hand starts itching
n ive always been told (my mother is superstitious) that if your hand starts itch ur going to get sum money!!!
omg i realy really need it !!! even now it still itches
im not sure if im supposed to scratch it but i did! i hope that doesnt mean that the moolah is goin to go sumwhere else...
hmm stay tuned to see if i come into sum money
**wish me luck**
8/21/08
n ive always been told (my mother is superstitious) that if your hand starts itch ur going to get sum money!!!
omg i realy really need it !!! even now it still itches
im not sure if im supposed to scratch it but i did! i hope that doesnt mean that the moolah is goin to go sumwhere else...
hmm stay tuned to see if i come into sum money
**wish me luck**
8/21/08
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